forgive me

forgivness of souls
make me white as snow
to be cleansed by you
wash it all away with ur love

forgive me lord
ill follow you
cleanse my soul
make me whole again

you sent your son
to die for me
he set me free
with your love
you rescue me

forgive me lord
forgive me

I am yours

washed in the blood
of the precious lamb
walking with the holy one
he is holding my hand

C)I am clean, I am yours
you are the precious lamb
your the great I am
I am yours ,cleansed by you
your in all the things I do
I am yours

walking in the path of righteousness
you are still by y side
I know that I'm not perfect
but with you I'm forgiven

now we are together
In your holy land
angles singing to the king
you are the great I am

You've Broken Me

Gone to my place of shame
dont even deserve a name
so much emptyness in me
but you came and Broken me

C)you've broken me to build me up
you fill me with your love
all the pain and sadness gone
and now filled with joy
Because you broken me

Lord youve broken me
take it all away
so, that I can see
that you are here with me

PRE C)Father we are broken
lost lovers of your soul
broken
we need you to make us whole
broken, lost but now we are found
broken turn our lives around

wings

Feel the brush of angles wings on my face
As a feather falls from my hair
walking through the abundant grace
sencing your precense I know your there

C)wings of love, wings of grace
swiftly brushing against my face
breath of GOD that fills this place
on angles wings you bring me grace

filled with peace, I fall to my knees
to worship you and take you in
with angles wings you awaken me
then I call on you again

My Friend

Deep down in the depths of my soul
I need you to make me whole
empty me and fill me up again
I always know you will be my friend

C) my friend who rescuses me
my friend who set me free
he loves me he loves me
my sweet jesus my friend

hes always in my heart
no better place to start
he is the king of my life
thanking him for the sacrafice

You Carried me

Walking along the sun lit beach
walking along the shore
the waves rush up to my feet
The sound calms my soul
your next to me hand in mine
saying youll never leave
no matter when no matter how
hard it could get for me

But then there was only
one set of footprints in the sand

cause you carried me , carried me
carried me through the hardships
picked me up
held me through the darkness
you carried me

it was your footprints in the sand
you were always by my side
I thought that you were gone
but you said you never left
youll always be here for me

But I said :
there was only one set
of foot prints in the sand
thought you were by my side
holding my hand

But you carried me
you carried me
though the hardships and the darkness
you carried me

wooden angels

little wooden angel sitting on my shelf
with all my other angels your never by yourself
you bring me happiness you show me love
while you are watching me from above

showing me peace ,strength and grace
my little faithful angels without a face
representing all of us, your nameless just the same
symbols of the things God gives
the blessings that hes made

my wooden angels
you really speak to me
my wooden angels
symbols you show to me
wooden angel you are special to me

you show me what God has to give
what kind of life I could live
my little wooden angels

little yellow ribbon

little yellow ribbon tied to a tree
please oh please bring my solider back to me
keep him safe
keep him alive
help him to survive
yellow ribbon tied to my tree

there is a little yellow ribbon tied to my tree
to represent my solider man
fighting for the country
wanting him to be home
and near to me

little yellow ribbon blowing in the wind
standing for the safety of all those men
fighting for our country to set us free
showing our support with our
little yellow ribbon tied to a tree

Wash me clean

Holy water rain on me
drip down and wash me clean
set me free from this life of sin
and pain and hurt from within

holy water wash me clean
Jesus died for me to be free
I love you Lord, you saved me
wash me clean, wash me clean

sifted through the blood of christ
thankful for his sacrifice
wanting more of his faithful love
holy water wash me clean

WASH ME CLEAN
WASH ME CLEAN

Holy water wash me clean
jesus died for me to be free
I love you LORD , save me
Holy water wash me
Holy water wash me
Holy water wash me clean

He Died

Within its pages
Written in red
He loves me
that's what is said

in the folds of the great book
You can see my name
If you only look you can see its says

He died , for you
He died , for me
God gave his son to set us free
He died for me

in his word
he tells us so
He is the one to know
created the earth
created me too
most of all let me tell you

He died, for you
He died, for me
God gave his son
to set all of us free

He lived as man
but also god too
he died for love
died for me and you

he died, he died

I am here

she walks in the darkness
her head she holds down
doesnt know why shes crying
doesnt ever make a sound

quietly she sits there
depressed and feeling unwanted
unloveable and worthless
she feels so alone

BUT I AM HERE
I love you, I want you too
I am God, your father
your worth the cross to me

she heard his voice
whisper in her ear
dont worry daughter Im here
forever your in my arms

to love you, want you
to be your God and father
to die on the cross for you

she began to cry
i love you God
I need you God with me
Im not alone
your always there
with me

BUT I AM HERE I love you
I WANT YOU TOO

Hold me

lord help keep my silent
lord help me stay patient
I ask for your will to be done
and for me not to live by mine

hold me
hear me
heal me
keep me

love me lord
make me whole
tell me I am your own
love me lord

hold me
hear me
heal me
keep me

open my eyes to you
let me hear and heed your word
hold me close to you

I am really glad that my writing is going so well I just wish that my playing was going so great lol. I am teaching myself to play guitar um yeah going very slowly so anyway thanks for listing thanks for reading and just thanks haha

FAIRY TALE LOVE

wake me up from this deep sleep with a kiss
ride your white horse to my door
thats what I need is, a prince in my life
to love me forever more

I wont have to leave when the clock strikes 12
I'll leave my glass heels at the door
just come to my window, ill let down my hair
my prince charming, you'll be there

C)I wish love was like a fairy tale
happy ever after we would be
the sun would shine and the birds would sing
and it would always be spring

for you I would leave my castle in the sea
and ride your majic carpet in the sky
spells would be broken and we would be free
running through the forst just you and me

C)I wish love was like a fairy tale
happy ever after we would be
the sun would shine the birds would sing
and it would always be spring

I wish love was like a fairy tale
my prince charming and me

YOU ARE THE FATHER

there is not a star in the sky
that doesnt shine for you
you created, the sky
lighted the world too
in pain theres love and hate turns to joy in you

c)you are the father, I am your child
you created me
I want to, walk in your way
sharing your love and be free

shining for you like the stars
lighting your world too
staying out of the, darkness
giving my love to you

c)you are the father, I am your child
you created me
I want to , walk in your way
sharing your love and be free

YOU ARE THE FATHER AND i AM YOUR CHILD

Out Of The Pit

Rising up from the darkness
your love I do need
reach down your hand to pull me out
hold me up and set me free

in this pit I did dwell
and now i will live
no longer in hell
your love i will share I will give
in your arms and in your heart
knowing we are never apart

C) shining your light and your love
looking to the heavens above
out of this pit now i will stay
learning your word and obey

once there was pain now there is love
depths of an empty soul now full
overflowing and washing the blood
forgivin from sin
and the darkness gone from within

C) shining your light and your love
looking up to the heavens above
out of this pit now I will stay
learning your word and also obey

You lied

You lied as you lyed next to me
I lyed in your arms You lied in my ear
telling me just what I wanted to hear
you lied as you lyed next to me

you ripped out my heart torn me apart
you showed me off I played the part
promised me I was the only girl

you lied with your eyes ,words and smile
yet some how you were driving me wild
you lied with those hateful hurtful eyes

using weakness pain and fear
knowing that I would always be near
told me you loved me together wed be

But lied as you lyde next to me
lied in ear saying I love ya dear
Ill always be here
well you lied as you lyed next to me

I'm not lying you'll never lye next to me

another song

send your angels down and close to me
helping me get by set my heart free
wondering why this happend to me
what more pain could there be

dissmissing the pain, hate and fear
holding back, still fell a tear
without showing weakness and stress
not ever feeling good but worthless

ashamed of whats been done
being abused, and used by one
drop to my knees and cry some more
why would you treat me like this for

deep in my heart I know its wrong
thats why im writing this song
to undo the mess i was in
It was hard to forgiver them

they didnt realize what they did to me
beat down and sexually assult me
to feel unloveable and worthless
never to be able to hear them confess
the wrongs they have done always will
deep in my heart the empty ness I fill

I know its wrong
thats why im writing this song
to undo the mess I was in
to help me forgive those men

to undo the mess I was in
now thanks to GOD I forgive them

love me baby

Love me baby

standing in the door way
waiting to hear you say
I want you I need you always
to be my ,be my baby

holding me close and tight
staying in your arms tonight
you whisper in my ear
what I want to hear

I love you...............
baby I love you
Im so glad were together
through sunshine n stormy weather
I love you baby I do

not even a doubt in my heart
that this is the perfict place to start
you and me and me with you
I know its my dream come true

I love you ........
baby I love you
im so glad we are together
through sunshine n stormy weather
i love you baby I do
hope you love me tooooooooooo

WHY CRY ( a song I wrote )

Why Cry

Time moves so slowly
I wish I could sleep
and leave you out of my mind
this moment I weap

But why cry
you dont deserve this
satisifaction you get
from all this pain
what do you gain
why cry

yeah you hurt me
but why should I cry
I need to try
to put this pain behind me

so why cry
wipe these tears from my eyes
becuase I survived

now I am stonger
got ahold of me no longer
so why should cry

why should I cry
u dont deserve the
satisfaction you get this
so Im not gonna cry
no im not gonna cry

So this is my first official blog like ever well myspace doesnt really count. forwarning though I cant spell worth a crap lol so good luck in reading. I mainly opend this blog to get better at my typing and to put some stuff out there you know my thoughts on life my songs and poems I have written and just things bout me. so this is kelli and If you are intrested n my blogg great if not thats cool too I know this one is kinda lame but hey its the first one give me a break.

lets see what to tell you about me........

so as I said my name is kelli for those of you who didnt already know that. I just recently graduated from Louisville school of massage and am worrking on my studying for my certification test so I can start practicing!!! I am also a singer I love singing and have been working on some writing lately wich as I mentioned earlier I will be posting some of my songs I am working on and i want to know what you all think. I have a account on youtube of me singing and not alot of people have really even looked at it I dont think wich is kinda dissapointing. That is another reason for the blogging I want to add it to my accont on there so my lyrics are up there. I also do balroom dancing!!! slasa and tango are basically my favorite but I love it all. mainly I am a very well rounded person I love doing alot of stuff and love God and my family and my friends and my amazing boyfrined Chad. He is the man of my dreams . most of my songs so far are sad and bout men who have mistreated me but the love songs are his to him and about him. he hasnt even heard em yet. well for now I amlogging off and I hope that you enjoy my bloggs I just need another way of venting and like I have said getting my thoughts out there.